bryce ROckSTar

"hey mom"

2007-07-21T21:40:33Z

"do you have to be home yet"

well no, why?

"wanna go to walmart?"

uh, i geuss, what do you wanna do there?

"idk, i just like going i geuss.."

your not gonna put anything in your pocket right?

"prolllllllllly not.."

pff, prolly not? haha.

"lets just go"

we went.(i did put something in my pocket)
sometimes my moms so tight.
i'm glad i got to spend this much time with her.
even though im extremely homesick.
feels like ive been gone for a month, when its been less than 2 weeks.

this summer.. has been kina whatever.
nothing SO amaizing happened.
its kina not that bad having a daily routine.
:wake up/chill/walmart/my house
its a good way to remember the summer.
but i also wish something crazy and exciting would happen.
i hope it does.

soooooo

2007-06-25T17:32:03Z

summer.

so far: been drunk alot. been high alot. been bored more.

pretty much i find myself with the same 2 people everyday.
but i don't mind.
we all like sharing our day together.
and have a fun time and laugh.
and know eachother so well that everything we say has some kind of inside joke attatched to it. i really like it.

but i also miss some people. :\

(did that srsly happen?)
must have been smashed...
kina fucked up :\
geuss you couldn't control it.

ZBLAH!rgejhfd

bryce_we @ 2007-06-17T19:11:00

2007-06-18T02:11:39Z

hey errybody.

whats up.

its summer.

lets hang out this summer.

errybody

everybody dosn't send me lj comments. wtf mann

2007-06-06T06:29:56Z

i want a gf.
i want to have that companionship again.

ive been on the longest single streak ive been on since like 9th grade.

i've been enjoying it at the same time looking for a girl.

i feel like a want a gf.
but then its the begnining of summer.
that would cancel out any hookups.

not that im like a hookup all the time kina guy.
but when you get drunk you dont wanna have to deal with drama if you fuck up.

so idk.

an input?

intoxication

2007-06-04T00:08:34Z

if this is a scale of drunkness

[---------------------------]

last night i was like this drunk

[---------------------------]--------------->

or something......

never again though.

i need to watch myself.

if you think you've seen me drunk.

you havn't.

i realized today that i surround myself with people that arn't nice to me.
people that bring my mood down.
not all the time.
just sometimes.

and night like last ngiht make me realize that there are alot of people i could be hanging out with that make me happy. and are fun to be around.
i need more people like that in my life.
thanks aj, austin, heather, jussi, jedd, and alex.
even though you wont read this.
but i know kaye kelli and janine might.
i miss all you.
lets hang out.

bringin it back

2007-05-23T20:36:09Z

i geuss its an oregon thing.

but, im takin it to palm springs.

im sure they prolly won't know what hit em.
haha.

shitfuckshit

2007-05-19T20:09:19Z

i think ive gotten over the worst stage of my sickness.
and i'm coming out of it.
i woke up today not quite as depressed.
and kina had other things on my mind.

now what do i do next?

AH!!

nvuojdnfuosbvnodebn

somebody should call me.
anybody on the planet.
4498299

heres my more emotional post of the month....

2007-05-17T18:43:01Z

from the start. everything was perfect.
and i was having the time of my life.
i couldnt be happier.

and it stayed that way for a while.
i was at the happiest time of the year.

but when i moved to declans, it started fading.
but i didnt think anythign of it.
and i just kept pursuing it.

for 4 days. she didnt return one phone call or text.
she got all shady about her ex.
and started flaking on me alot.

i starting being all dumb and emo.
and people hated how she was making me.
i hated it too.

i finally got a hold of her, and got excited.
for nothing.
just to find out she has been to busy for me.
she barely talked on the phone, she was involved in some other conversation.
so i hung up.

the rest the night. was like most the nights lately.
but worse. i was afarid that i was going to lose her. or have to get her out of my life.

BUT.. im sure im just over reacting. and being dumb.
im sure ill se her soon, and forgot i posted this.
or i wont see her, and eventually get over it.

idk.

but. its gay. letting somebody else effect me so much.
in a bad way. making me somebody people dont wanna be around.

fuck that.

bryce_we @ 2007-05-16T00:56:00

2007-05-16T07:58:20Z

i just decided.

fuck the people who bring you down.

why keep somebody in your life if their bringing you down everyday?

its gaygaygaygaygaygay

stupidstupidstupidstupid

>

llama

2007-05-13T23:30:13Z

everybody in oregon gotta llama.

you dont got a llama you aint frem oregon.

i got 5 llamas.

4 in da back, 1 in da front.

i got a llama shed to keep em in at night.

my llamas all got llamas.
they're all named llama.
hahahahhaha.

my neighbor had 17 llamas.. sevennnnteeeeeen....
thas alotta llamas.

but eee lost 2 llamas to the llama hunters.

annn eee lost 3 more to the storm back in 87.

so now eee got like... 12 llamas. or 11. i dont remember.

:D

listen up everyone

2007-05-10T01:33:28Z

old wardrobe = unimportant.

new wardrobe = wife beaters/gym shorts/pajama pants/slippers

:D

and i..... can honestly say....that i've never, ever ever felt this way

2007-05-01T22:29:51Z

your lips, your eyelashes your skin, these are the parts of your body that make my comatose begin'

<3

comatose spelling?? idkk

pretty much. life dosn't feel like it could get better right now.
i'm still not living at home (and loving it)
i'm having the time of my life in fact.

i will soon be entering GED classes.

i will soon be applying (and most likely getting the job) at dairy queen.

i went to the beach with janine kelli and kaye <3
one of the best days i can remember.
honestly

i'm a little confused about where to go from here. life. relationship. future.
but... i don't care. and i'm not worrying about it.
i've got options. i think things will just happen as they should.

but, pretty much. im just really happy.
i don't hate anybody.
i have good friends.
i am having a blast.

30 days is soon.
gotta make it good.<3

ndfjiabhsi<333klnmdfjhnsdobg:)

welll

2007-04-24T18:08:37Z

i got in a fight with my dad, over schoolwork.
and like the week before about fucking church.
and then he found out that i threw parties when he went to oregon.

basically... i live with declan now.

its almost been a week.

its kina weird, that im like not living at home, but at the same time, it feels right.
i think i could make it on my own easily, if i had a fullltime job.

sooo.... pretty much. i need a new job, and i need summer to start. no more school.

g.e.d.

spring break 2k7

2007-04-16T07:57:11Z

was super wonderful.

haha.

1 - 10

1.chilled with chatter

2.finished off at vagabond

3.all my friends are amazing

4.kicked it with xwalkxtallx and their top friends now.

5.lotsa videogames

6.PARTY AT BRYYYYYYYCE'S!!!!

7.janine is amazing

8.ressa is cool

9.you have to see my new shoes

10.chatter.<3

sooooo....

2007-04-13T15:15:37Z

i'm gooonnnna have to say.... people need to stop thinking about the negative things and think about the positive. cuz from the last like 10 lj's i read, nothings positive. and that's gay.

like, sure, some stuff in life sucks, but EVERYONE knows that theres a million good things.
like if yer all depressed, you know that there is someone or something that can brighten your day up. like, sometimes things just suck. but seriously if you really WANT to, and try. keepin it positive isnt hard at all.

seriously, the next time i see a depressing lj ima gonna throwdown.

the main people who im talking about are, kaytie h. janine. jade. and sometimes kaye.

sooo.... ljfhjlkhdshoghofduugsh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dude

2007-04-09T01:20:36Z

people trip too much.

just chill

eh...

2007-04-03T02:39:30Z

well.... as far as i know everything is pretty good right now.

im happy. and chillen. and nothing really seems to be going wrong.
cept for school, which wouldnt be such a big problem if my dad didnt alwats flip.
oh well.

hmm.
battle of the bands. i had fun.

its a badddd situation.... :(

2007-02-21T06:30:05Z

this isnt directed, just to you.
cuz everybody is gonna read it.
but mostly you.

im sorry, i hurt you.
"im sorry" is not a lie.

its not a crime to like other people.
if it in fact is, then you are a nutorious criminal.
i don't control who i like.
it just happens.
i feel bad that you are not over me and i am moving on.
i feel bad for you, but i can't feel bad forever, just like you can't hang on, or hope forever. :\

its NOT easy. one bit.

but, honestly, you already moving on to somebody else is disrespectful to me, and yourself; if your not over me than why move on? and if you know i hate him and your not over me, then why?
you can't really say shit because you've already moved on.

i love you, always will, its not the same intimate love as it always was, sometime that kind of love fades. but i honestly do love you.

if i had a choice i wouldn't like any girls at all.
because its honestly EASIER that way.
but i do, and its just what happens.
sorry.

i hope you read this all.
i hope you choose to forgive me, or put this in the past sooner than later, because in the end it will all be ok.

lesser than three.

<3 pa.

hmmm

2007-02-13T19:30:29Z

im sick today. i saw it coming yesterday, but i hoped to god it wouldnt hit me.
oh well. i geuss everyone gets it sometime.

valentines day is tomorrow, and im sick. i didnt expect to have a valentine anyway.
cuz like, idk, the circumstances i geuss.
but i think that... i dont really like valentines day very much.
its kina like something the guy has to do for the girl. and i think if the guy was sweet he'd do it for her anyway.
sometimes.

this weekend was long, confusing, bummed, happy, drunk, high, lonely, and actually overall amazing.

alot of things happened that could have really bummed me out, or could have ruined the day or weekend, but i feel like im alot more mature than i ever was before, and i look at these things, and i put them behind me, becasue i dont want to live in like sadness or like being bummed baout stupid stuff hopeing somebody feels sorry for me.

im glad i can put thing behind me. im glad i did, because i know somehtign would keep on bumming me out for a longggg timeee if i didnt.

word of the day - dullit ( dole - it )
i think its an overcoming word. i have overcome. i think its a word that lets me say im kina happy, but my sickness is weighing me down.
i feel like a fucking treehugger right now.
haha.

oops.

lesser than three

perplencicle

2007-01-28T21:59:22Z

perplencicle is the word i made up to describe how im feeling right now and how my life is going. it only work for this occasion, because i am feeling perplencicle TODAY. only.

i feel like i have been through alot this year.
this year also seems to have flown by too quickly to notice.

i feel like i have learned alot, and gone through alot. this year. as in this school year, partly summer.
i fell in love. i went through some hard times. i saw my mom, sister and brothers <3.
i got a job. i made new friends. i tried hard in school. i failed some classes. i became a theif. i drank and smoked. i walked alot. im not.....a virgin.... haha.
some of these things are bigger than others. some are just kina cool or exciting.
haha.

but pretty much... im so happy to have all my friends, and even my dad sometimes.
im so glad that i live here.

i just went through a pretty tough break up, but things are looking up, and i think we will be the best of friends <3.

im probably going into indipendent studies. because i will be entirely overstressed with my new scedule, due to my failure in my eariler high school years.
things arn't lookin up for me.

pretty much sayin whats up with my life, just incase somebody who didn't know already wnated to know. and because SOMEBODY has been telling me to update my livejournal.
:]

haha.

lifes just SO perplencicle. :]

update

2006-12-02T00:15:28Z

IM GAY AND I DON'T LIKE TO UPDATE.

SHDKSDHFSDDSF

MY GIRLFRIEND OWNS. AHAHAHAHAHAHa

pretty terrible

2006-10-20T14:26:02Z

day.
but not overall.

it was stressing. no kaytie at school. writing 1000 sentences.
seeing two friends not being good friends. getting kayties car fucked up. not getting coldstone from david.

dlkqnndfw'

but, i am ungrounded now. kaytie is driving a better car for now. i had fruitloops instead of coldstone. and street fair, wasn't too horrible.

yeah.

but anyway, other than all this crazyness. things are overall.good.

im happy, im doing a LITTLE better in school.
trying to find a job. anddd my girlfriend is AMAZING!
<3333

soo.

yeah, i love you people.that are the people on my lj.

wellllll in case you were wondering

2006-10-09T05:00:33Z

i am proud of myself.

i was very mature in a situation where i couldve been dumb, and gotten all up in her shit.
haha kina.
but i handled it well.
she was immature about it, and is hardheaded.
DGAF

today was ok, best part, i got to see kaytie for a little.
im glad i missed her.

i skated, im deff gonna do that more.
funnn.

logan and me do that hand slap then punch hand thing now.
haha, its for sure.

hahahahaha.

dang.

my lifes a 9 out of 10

the end.

ily ww

:]

say ocean

2006-10-01T06:35:29Z

OCEANNNNN

hahahaha, saosin, cops, hotel, cops, hotel, summer obsession, hotel, AMAZING night.

lets do it again you 2.

really.
haha, like we should prolly do that alot.

that was so fun.

dang.

ummm, yeah like 8 or 9 people ended up coming to janines college to see saosin.
it was cool.
kaytie and janine control the singer.
haha.

yeah, i had THE most amazing night.
really.
fun fun fun fun fun.

:]

<333

<3W.W.<3

b r y c e e e e e e

bryce_we @ 2006-09-28T18:11:00

2006-09-29T01:11:19Z

KAYTIE IS THE BEST EVER, AGIAN, I WISH I WAS LIKE HER :D