"do you have to be home yet"

well no, why?

"wanna go to walmart?"

uh, i geuss, what do you wanna do there?

"idk, i just like going i geuss.."

your not gonna put anything in your pocket right?

"prolllllllllly not.."

pff, prolly not? haha.

"lets just go"



we went.(i did put something in my pocket)
sometimes my moms so tight.
i'm glad i got to spend this much time with her.
even though im extremely homesick.
feels like ive been gone for a month, when its been less than 2 weeks.



this summer.. has been kina whatever.
nothing SO amaizing happened.
its kina not that bad having a daily routine.
:wake up/chill/walmart/my house
its a good way to remember the summer.
but i also wish something crazy and exciting would happen.
i hope it does.

Current Location: moms house
Current Music: zachariah valette

summer.


so far: been drunk alot. been high alot. been bored more.

pretty much i find myself with the same 2 people everyday.
but i don't mind.
we all like sharing our day together.
and have a fun time and laugh.
and know eachother so well that everything we say has some kind of inside joke attatched to it. i really like it.

but i also miss some people. :\



(did that srsly happen?)
must have been smashed...
kina fucked up :\
geuss you couldn't control it.

ZBLAH!rgejhfd

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: brand new (the devial and god are ragin inside me)

hey errybody.



whats up.


its summer.

lets hang out this summer.


errybody

i want a gf.
i want to have that companionship again.

ive been on the longest single streak ive been on since like 9th grade.

i've been enjoying it at the same time looking for a girl.

i feel like a want a gf.
but then its the begnining of summer.
that would cancel out any hookups.

not that im like a hookup all the time kina guy.
but when you get drunk you dont wanna have to deal with drama if you fuck up.

so idk.



an input?

if this is a scale of drunkness


[---------------------------]

last night i was like this drunk

[---------------------------]--------------->

or something......


never again though.

i need to watch myself.

if you think you've seen me drunk.

you havn't.


i realized today that i surround myself with people that arn't nice to me.
people that bring my mood down.
not all the time.
just sometimes.

and night like last ngiht make me realize that there are alot of people i could be hanging out with that make me happy. and are fun to be around.
i need more people like that in my life.
thanks aj, austin, heather, jussi, jedd, and alex.
even though you wont read this.
but i know kaye kelli and janine might.
i miss all you.
lets hang out.

i geuss its an oregon thing.

but, im takin it to palm springs.

im sure they prolly won't know what hit em.
haha.

Tags: froot boots
Current Location: declan's
Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: mtv

i think ive gotten over the worst stage of my sickness.
and i'm coming out of it.
i woke up today not quite as depressed.
and kina had other things on my mind.

now what do i do next?

AH!!

nvuojdnfuosbvnodebn

somebody should call me.
anybody on the planet.
4498299

Current Location: declan's
Current Music: nothing really

from the start. everything was perfect.
and i was having the time of my life.
i couldnt be happier.

and it stayed that way for a while.
i was at the happiest time of the year.

but when i moved to declans, it started fading.
but i didnt think anythign of it.
and i just kept pursuing it.

for 4 days. she didnt return one phone call or text.
she got all shady about her ex.
and started flaking on me alot.

i starting being all dumb and emo.
and people hated how she was making me.
i hated it too.

i finally got a hold of her, and got excited.
for nothing.
just to find out she has been to busy for me.
she barely talked on the phone, she was involved in some other conversation.
so i hung up.

the rest the night. was like most the nights lately.
but worse. i was afarid that i was going to lose her. or have to get her out of my life.

BUT.. im sure im just over reacting. and being dumb.
im sure ill se her soon, and forgot i posted this.
or i wont see her, and eventually get over it.

idk.

but. its gay. letting somebody else effect me so much.
in a bad way. making me somebody people dont wanna be around.

fuck that.

Current Location: delan's
Current Music: guitar

i just decided.

fuck the people who bring you down.

why keep somebody in your life if their bringing you down everyday?


its gaygaygaygaygaygay


stupidstupidstupidstupid



>

everybody in oregon gotta llama.

you dont got a llama you aint frem oregon.

i got 5 llamas.

4 in da back, 1 in da front.

i got a llama shed to keep em in at night.

my llamas all got llamas.
they're all named llama.
hahahahhaha.

my neighbor had 17 llamas.. sevennnnteeeeeen....
thas alotta llamas.

but eee lost 2 llamas to the llama hunters.

annn eee lost 3 more to the storm back in 87.

so now eee got like... 12 llamas. or 11. i dont remember.


:D

Tags: llama llama llama llama llama
Current Location: the chokey
Current Music: the chokey mix